Kelan mo ba masasabing kailangan kapa ng isang kaibigan? O kelan mo ba masasabing hindi kana nya kailangan?

Pag hindi na kayo naguusap, pag me nangyayaring maganda at hindi maganda sa buhay nya na hindi na pinapaalam sayo, pag tinanong ka ng ibang tao at wala kanang masabi o makwento sa kanila kamusta na sya o pag ikaw na ang nagtatanong sa ibang tao kung ano na nga ba ang nangyayari sa kanya?

Recently lang, umiral ang pagiging matampuhin ko bilang kaibigan, pero dahil feeling ko wala naman akong karapatan na ipaalam sa kanya na yun ang nararamdaman ko,  di kunalang sinabi. Bakit pa? Mukang wala naman na sa kanya yun. Pero syempre napagisip din talaga ako. Nalaman ko kasi na me concern sya ngayon that pertains to his/ her personal life. Syempre, I'm used to knowing everything about that person kaya naman I offered help. Kaso un nga, wala syang sinabi kahit alam ko naman talaga and details gusto kulang na maging open sya sa akin. I waited, e wala e…kaya naisip ko, di nako kailangan ng taong ito. Duon pumasok yung mga tanong ko tapos nasabi ko sa sarili ko, kung ang taong ito hindi na open sakin bakit pako magiging open sa kanya. Nalungkot talaga ko. I've been doing my best to let that person know about what is happening to me kahit minsan ako na nagiinitiate magkwento. Kahit na di ko alam kung interesado pa sya sa mga kwento ko. Pero dahil mahal ko ang taong yun, pinagpray kunalang sya. Di ko alam kung ok na sya o hindi, pro I'm leaving everything to the Lord kasi alam ko kung meron mang makakatulong talaga, Sya yun.

Good thing another friend called up to seek for some advice. Kahit papaano, I was assured na me kaibigan man na hindi nako kailangan, meron paring kaibigan na hindi magbabago at patuloy akong pagkakatiwalaan. Thanks to that person atleast nalaman ko im still needed as a friend at me naitutulong parin pala ako. Diba yun ang isang assurance na hinihingi ng isang kaibigan?

Wala lang… di nko nagtatampo

As promised! Here are some of the pics taken last Sykes Party. Unfortunately, I didn't won any of the prizes that night but got to bring home a body bag as a souvenir.

clickety-click-----> Rock Star Sykes Party '06

MALIGAYANG PASKO sa lahat!

mula sa akin, sa paborito kong inaanak at sa mahal kong asawa!

Haloooo gals! At nandito nanaman ako at magkwe2nto. Last Monday, nagpaultrasound nako. Sobrang excited kami ni ton na malamn na kung boy or girl ba ang baby namin. Bukod pa sa mga friends na excited ng malaman ano nga bang talaga. Akalain mo naman kasi na hindi paraw sila bumibili ng gift for us kasi gusto raw nila para na sa baby. Teka lang! E me baby shower pa naman ah, ang daya ng mga yun!

Morning palang pray nako ke Lord at kinakausap na si baby, sabi ko wag pasaway at ipakita na nya ang dapat ipakita dahil pag nangyari yun promise ko sa kanya kakain kami ng Rocky Road ice cream. So ayun punta ng 6pm sa hospital. E kaso……. Si baby ay hindi lang nakadapa at nakatalikod sa amin ha…nakacross-legs pa.  Aba'y pasaway talaga! At kanino naman nagmana yun, sa tatay ba o sa nanay? Teka, nagpakipot ako ng 4 yrs aminado ako dun pero hindi naman ako mahiyain. So ano sa tatay ba nagmana? Haha

Pero we're happy to know that the baby is healthy. Proportioned naman daw ang size nya kahit maliit sya. Malikot daw sobra! Kasi galaw ng galaw. Syempre nakikita naman namin sa monitor. At ang nakakatuwa pa dun, para syang kumaway sa amin. Tinaas nya yung hand nya na parang kumakaway. Para bang, "mami, dadi kaway nalang muna ang kaya kong gawin sa ngayon. Mainip kayo sa kasabikan sa akin" talaga naman!  Mga 10 minutes yata namin hinitay kung iikot pa sya paharap sa amin. Kaya babalik pa kami after 2 weeks baka by that time e maawa na sya sa amin. Pro syempre dahil nakakatuwa naman yun news about our baby, tinreat parin namin sya ng Rocky Road ice cream.

Tulong din po sa prayer na sana hindi ako ma cesarian. Naka breech position kasi sya. Kaya pag natutulog ako ngayon nakatalikod ke Ton kasi inadvice ng doctor na parati muna ako matulog pakanan para maayos yung position nya. Hay, ang hirap nga kasi nagigising ako pag naiiba ang position ko ng tulog. Para bang sinasabi na "uy, wag ganyan, sige ka."

This AM naman, nagising ako bigla kasi nagkaroon ako ng leg cramps. Sobra pong sakit. Bigla kunalang natawag si Ton tapos sya naman nagising kaagad. Sanay na yung body nya na pag me kailangan ako gigising syang kaagad. 3^rd time kuna na-experienced to. Yung first time was really funny kasi akala nya ata manganganak nako kasi halos sumigaw ako sa sakit tapos nagising sya. Tanong nya" bakit hon, ano problema ha? Bakit?" tapos sabay himas sa tummy ko. Bwahahaha e 5 months palang kaya ako nun! Biglang maninigas yung muscle ko sa legs tapos ang sakit. Ima-massage nya lang pero alam nyo yun. After a while, mawawala nalang yun pain na para bang ok tapos na, tulog na kayo ulit. Kainis!!!

Ayan, sana kahit paaano naupdate ko kayo sa recent happenings sa buhay ko. Ang kwento kong pangbuntis.

God bless sa ating lahat, happy weekend!

ROCKER MOM! (pahabol)

The most anticipated Sykes Year-end party is about to happen tonight. As usual the mommy-to-be is excited already. Kung hindi ako pregnant, I would probably do my best to dress like a Rocker "Christian Rocker". Cold cash awaits the best-dressed Sykeser of the night. Imagine brigning home 20k? that's a lot! But since I am, I would go there dressed for the occasion but not that much. Haha! Can't wear high heels and short revealing clothes coz' people might laugh at me at ako lang ang mahihirapan.

Looking forward to winning any of the cool prizes…but if God allows, I want to have that brand new 2006 Toyota Vios. weeeeeeee!

And the food? Mandarin Hotel will serve a sumptuous buffet dinner, iniquely created daw ha, for Sykes. Great! just Great! I'm sure busog kami ni baby nito.

Will post pics promise! ta.ta.

Happy first day of the week!

Do you wanna know how powerful you are? "What SUPERHERO are you?"

Ako? I'am Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman 92% Superman 85% Green Lantern 85% Supergirl 77% The Flash 60% Robin 54% Hulk 45% Spider-Man 40% Batman 40% Iron Man 35% Catwoman 15%

You are a beautiful princess with great strength of character.

Sorry guys if I haven't posted for about a month. Well you know, I'am at a certain point where I wanted to close this site or leave it as it is. But wait? I won't do it just now…siguro kailangan kulang mapalitan yung background ng site ko and other stuffs I have here para ganahan ako ulit.

God bless us all! Hugz and sweet kisses!

Actually tamad parin mag-post ng entry but I couldn't help it. Just this afternoon, I felt my baby moved inside my tummy. I was shocked! Freaky feeling actually that something inside me just moved. But after a while…. I was so thrilled for another  "paramdam". Haha. Kaso ayaw na. Abuso daw ako.

An article about baby's Growth During Pregnancy - 4 Months

By week 13, your baby's facial features are visible.

By week 14, your baby's backbone is visible.

By week 16, the fetus generally looks like a miniature baby with pink skin and a rather large head. The baby's bones are forming, and the buds for teeth are present. The baby measures about 4.5 inches long and weighs about 3.5 - 4 ounces.

Wala lang, masaya lang ako! 

I just love my hubby sooo much! And seeing him for the first time after a “Tampuhan” makes me love him even more.

For your countless effort, for your love --- what more can I ask for in a man? LOVE you hon!

Achooo! Excuse me. I’ve had this pesky running nose and cough for almost a week now and hahahachooooooooooo!!! it’s killing me. Seriously! not to mention having flu last Tuesday. I called my OB and she told me that I can only take 1 medicine and that’s BIOGESIC. Water therapy for my cough and running nose. But after this morning, she scheduled me for a check-up next Monday coz up to now my condition is not getting any better.

Anyweiz, please pray for my health friends. I need it very badly. THANKS!

Ang daming kwento...sa sobrang dami hindi kuna alam kung paano uumpisahan. Ganito nalang, wag na ang nakaraan, yung ngayon nalang.

Nakapasok nako sa trabaho. Nung nakaraang linggo nakapagsimba narin ako sa wakas! Grabe namiss ko yun! O sandali nakaraan ‘to ah. Madali lang kasi sabihin eh.

Di kuna kaya na tumitig nalang sa blog na ito at basahin yung mga comments at tags nyo kaya ito kahit maikli, THANKS sa lahat. Touched ako kahit alam nyo na wala naman ako at nananahimik sa bahay. Sandali alam nyo nga ba yon? Na nagbedrest ako for 1 month due to delicate pregnancy. At literal na kinailangan kung magstay sa kwarto at humiga lang sa kama. Maghintay ng mga taong dadalaw at magdadala ng pagkain at kung ano pang mga pangangailangan ko. Abay teka! hindi pala! sorry...O nakaraan na ‘to ah...hmm, para alam nyo lang.

Sa ngayon, bumabyahe na. Pero hindi parin kaya ng katawan na walang pahinga every 2days. Bumibigay ang katawan ko at naiiyak pagkauwi sa bahay. Parang pagong kung maglakad. Minsan nga tinitignan ako ng mga nakakasabay ko kung bakit ganun ako kabagal. Nag-iingat lang naman.

O ayan kahit papaano nakapagupdated na. Sana tuloy2 na.

Gandang hapon!

Sorry gals if I haven't updated for almost 3 weeks. I didn't knw it will be this hard. As in! Nausea is already a part of my life. Kasama na ang morning sickness to evening sickness hahaha...pagkahilo, at panghihina. Some are already asking kung me pinaglilihihan nako. I don't know if some of my likes and dislikes now a days are part of it already, paibaiba kasi eh. But 2 things that I am sure of...1st, ayoko talaga ng kahit anong amoy ng perfume, powder, and cologne. If you're really mad at me and you want to see me vomit in an instant, all you have to do is spray a bit of cologne or perfume at least 3ft from where I am. 2nd, I don't like the smell of roasted garlic.

My OB told me that I am experiencing this paglilihi a bit early kaya magtitiis pako til my 3rd month. E 2 months palang ako at 2 weeks ko palang sya naeexpirience...sobrang naiiyak na talaga ako. Pero sabi nya kung mahihirapan daw talaga ako she will provide a doctor's recommendation na di muna ako magwork for one month. Imagine, for 2 weeks 3 times lang ako nakapasok. ganun katindi ha! Pero pag nasa bahay naman ako sobrang boring. Para ma-lessen yun nararamdaman ko kailangan kong parating nakahiga. Sige nga, ikaw kaya ang mahiga halos buong araw tapos makakatulog kanalang kasi wala ka ngang ibang pwede gawin dahil pag tumayo ka, a few minutes and you'll definitely rush to the washroom.

Palagi ko nga kinakausap baby ko. Sabi ko wag ako masyado pahirapan. Bat hindi ako naging katulad ng iba na pag naglihi kain lang ng kain. I was advised not to eat much or I'll throw them all out. Ni hindi nga ako pwedeng uminom ng derederetso coz that will give the same effect. In the wee hours, magigising dahil sa nangangasim. Thank God me Dewberry parati sa tabi ng kama para makain. Salamat din sa aking butihing hubby na sooobraaaa ang pasensya sa akin. Hindi kuna sya masyado naaasikaso at nalalambing pero wala naman akong naririnig na reklamo sa kanya.

Nakapasok ako ngayon but I easily get tired kaya honestly, I wanna go home. I am having the symptoms again and I don't want others to see me doing the "naduduwal" look. Wahhhhhhh!

Last Wednesday nagising ako because my right eye was aching. Normally when on a night shift, I would wake up at 6pm pero napaaga. I went to see how it looks on my mirror…and I was in great shock… it was swollen. I immediately could our office to notify that I will not be reporting from work. Who would want to go to office?

Anyways, I am now enjoying looking at other people ng hindi nahihiya sa itsura ko. Magaling na kasi.

But counting a few more weeks and you’ll see another part of my body swollen and getting bigger and bigger. It’s my TUMMY! Praise God…we’re PREGNANT!!!

I was delayed for 6 days. And then, for 2 nights I was having abdominal pains. Actually upto now. Tuesday afternoon, I thought I had my monthly period already but I was wrong. So I decided to buy a pregnancy test kit last Thursday. Kahit na me hint nako na baka nga pregnant nako. Inalis ko muna sa mind ko because I took the same test last month and it was negative. Before doing it and seeing the result, I prayed. Whatever the result is, I’ll accept it whole heartedly. After 3 minutes I looked at the result…I saw 2 purple lines. Although, I already studied the kit before taking the test, I looked at the manual again…it says 2 purple lines means POSITIVE. Pagkatapos nun, hindi ko maexplain yung totoong nafeel ko ang alam kulang umiiyak ako habang nagprapray. I thanked him for the greatest blessing a parent could ever receive…a child.

Before, deciding to tell my mom, paulit ulit kong tinitignan yung kit and the result. Trying to compare it from the previous result I had dahil baka nagkakamali lang ako. Thank God hindi naman nagbabago. I told my mom first coz I want to surprise Ton and the rest of the family. Sabi ni ma wag na muna daw sabihin hanggat hindi pa kinoconfirm talaga ng O.B. that I was indeed pregnant. Kaya nagplano kami na pumunta muna sa doctor. Tama sya, I don’t wanna spoil the news to them and our close friends just because I got it all wrong.

After going to Medical City, I just rest for a while then prepared a card for Ton para sabihin ang magandang balita with the results inside it.

As soon as he arrived from work, I told him that I needed to talk to him. I know he doesn’t have any idea what was coming coz he thought I just had my monthly period. I gave him the card. He opened it and got curious with what was inside it. The rest is history…basta he was smiling all night. That same smile I saw after ko sya sinagot 5 years ago. He’s definitely a proud daddy.

Please pray for me, delikado raw ng konti ang pagbubuntis ko because of the constant abdominal pain I am having. But for our baby, I’ll do my best to be strong.